I have now been cast into solitude
with every passing second I hear the clock tick
without ever realizing there is no clock
only the four off white wall that surround me
as I stair at these walls with the never ending flow of tears coming out of my eyes
I think to myself what have i done that was so wrong to deserve this
I lay down and close my eyes hoping that this was all just a bad dream
soon to be awaken by a young mans voice I think to myself havent you said enough
tho i would never dare to utter those words out loud
i am scared
i am hurt
i am alone
it is not all your fault i feel the way I do
but on the other hand you are no help either
I answer your question and do as i said i would as quiet as possible
I only hope things will change but I know they never will.